So this all started on Tuesday, seeing as I was having a BBQ on Monday, I wanted to start afresh when back to work. It is so much easier to curb my appetite at work, although tea drinking does get a little out of hand! Well I was in for a surprise today. Why is it that when you decide and make a pledge to yourself and anyone else that will listen, that you are watching your weight, something happens to through temptation in the way?
That was until I was asked if I was popping in to someone's leaving lunch, to wish them well in their retirement. Just brilliant. I made my excuses and even told someone I wasn't going due to all the food that would be laid out, I have no control when it comes to cakes. I failed miserably and was roped into going, after explaining my worries to my friend about not wanting to eat rubbish, I managed to inadvertently make her think about what she was eating too. So we sat there with several people asking 'are you not having anything? go on!'. In all honesty I didn't want anything, I was full and didn't feel the need for more, not a glimpse of glutony. So my friend and I sat there with an apple each from the fruit bowl. How strange that I had been craving the apple I left behind on the kitchen work top that morning.
What I am hoping is that this is the start of me thinking about what I am eating, rather than just eating for the sake of it. I have always eaten what I want and always been quiet flippant about how fattening some foods can be. A little bit of self restraint has done me good and has proved that I don't always have to choose to eat cake. Just occasionally (or when ill, moody, tired...you get the jist).
Well done you! I think all this support is really going to help us.
ReplyDeleteI have been doing really well all week and today made banana muffins with Poppy, thinking I won't have any. Then they came out of the oven and she said "this one is yours" I didn't think... I just ate it whoops! Straight after I thought oh no! hee hee x
I agree, I think it's helping, checking in whivh each other now and then with updates.
ReplyDeleteI don't blame you with the muffins, home made and hot from the oven. Now I am not sure I could do that, but you did exercise so you had done good!
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good luck with it - its definitely a different way of thinking that needed xx
ReplyDeletewell done. High five. xxx
ReplyDeleteGood luck it sounds as if you are doing really well, I think when you have that mindset you can go far with whatever your are setting out to achieve xx
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